Since 8

"Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be"
And All That Could Have Been By NIN




I already died, once.
I was never meant to be.
Never meant to be.
Now she tells me:
I'm tainted,since 8.
Since Hate,
She offered me.
How could she?